Friends.....new and old.( but young!)

Gotta love a buddy that would take a picture even to spite the hat! Trish just a shout out to you today, you help me so much during these S.A.V.E. Weekends! More then words can express. You are there whenever I can't be. You stay up with the girls that want to crop into the weeeeee hours. But besides all that , you are that one friend that calls me just to make me laugh. You call me to share a funny bumper sticker with me , or tell me the latest "Patrick" episode. We have shared great times together....one of my favorites was the Ikea trip! Never forget the laughter of that day. You were on my mind today and part of my random thougths.....so here's to you girlfriend!

Still recovering from the 4 day world win called S.A.V.E. I have received so many wonderful emails from people telling me how great a time they had! I have also received some emails that made me tear up , because of the beautiful words written . After all the excitement Saturday night I was reviewing the pics I had and noticed I didn't have one picture of Ali and I on my camera. So how smart of it was it on my part to say ....lets get a picture....3 days into the event. Oh yeah we were just looking so awake and pretty! (Well Ali still looked good!) So anyway, this is my one picture with Ali, but looking back at it now it is all OK ....this is the look of two very exhausted woman that just did amazing things. It is all good! I calculated about 10 hours sleep in 4 days and it is now Thursday and am starting to feel like I am not in a fog. It is feeling good!!

We leave on Saturday morning for California...my first time there! I will be at the CHA show purchasing and taking in all the new product for 2007. Sarah and I will be on the phone allot over the 3 days and I am so glad I have unlimited calling!! Can't wait to get back and show all the new product. Feb 10th, 2-5 pm we will have our annual mini CHA!

Have a wonderful day! I am going to leave a poem here that I just love. It reminds me that no matter if a friend is only minutes away or miles away they are still a friend.

Sometimes in life, you find a special friend;

Someone who changes your life just by being ! part of it.

Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop;

Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world.

Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it.

This is Forever Friendship.

What it is all about!

"my little sunshine, you make me happy when skys are grey"


So I often wonder in the day what Josh is doing in school. I hope he is learning and in the back of my mind I hope that he thinks of me once in a while and maybe misses me just a little. Well my little amazing guy blew me away again! Tuesday he came home and started unpacking his backpack and was very excited to give me what you see above. Yes of course tears welled up in my eyes and I think I might of squeezed him a bit much. He made this during some free time he had in the morning at school. A time when he could play with his friends or do a number of other things, he sat down and wrote out the song I have been singing him since he was a baby. A song that I sing less often to him now, but still every once in a while when I tuck him in.

After a weekend of high emotions and focus on alot of different things, this little piece of paper grounded me. Once again my miracle boy brought everything back to center. He is just one amazing little boy that I am so lucky to have for a son. He pays attention to the little things and he was so proud of himself, knowing he had made my day. Damn I am so blessed!!!
Peace,
Rollie

Friends....

"Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down." ---Oprah Winfrey


I love that quote from Oprah! It is something I wrote down when I heard it years ago. I was looking thru some things last night and came across it.
After a weekend of spending time with 200 woman and getting to know Ali a little better. I have been thinking alot about the dynamics of friendships and acquaintances. I also realized alot about the people I do call friends.
I found new friendships developing this weekend. Some got alot stronger this weekend.
I observed alot this weekend also, amazing when you get to just step back and watch.

I hope some of the friendships and acquaintances made this weekend turn into some amazing relationships. I know I felt connections getting stronger this weekend. Now I only hope that people take the time for each other.

The other winners...

The Real winners, will be the amazing kids like Simon that this money will go to help. But below are the wonderful pieces of ART from some amazing ladies. These pieces were all donated by each lady. All I did was ask them to make something to auction off for Autism Awareness. I didn't give them any rules , the sky was the limit ...and as you see they took it to the moon! Again thanks so much ladies, without you this wouldn't have been as great as it was.
Cookie Tin Calendar , Artist Lisa Fitzell

Tote bag handmade by Julie Boardman , Won by Ali Valentine !( yes my Ali squared Picture)
Calendar and card organizer made by Colleen Fennessy , won by me :) (sorry Leslie)
Altered Window and Frame, Artist Mary Snyder, won by me! ( it was made for my room!)

Donna Downey's d! , Artist Donna Downey, winner Deb Dimino ( seeing a "D" theme here!!)

Very cool Stuff hanger, Artist Sarah Larson, winner Amber Johnson
100 Cards w/box and Address book , Artist Deena M. and Trish D. , winner Lisa Howard
Ali squared again !!! It diserved a second look!
Transperancy Tag book , Artist Sarah Larson, Winner Kim "Mcgaw" Tacconi
Decorated distress kit, Artist Marlene Shaw, Winner Trish Daly

Journal, and Journal Jar, Artist Renee Lecastas, Winner Trish Daly (hope the mac & cheese is good)

Autism puzzle piece , Artist Christina Ketterer, Winner Chris Epstien (Happy Birthday Chris)

Altered Cupboard, Artist Ruby Johnson, Winner Deb Dimino

Altered Clutch Purse , Artist Donna Gunia , winner Chris Freeburn

ART Letters and Shelf, Artist Patti Seiger , Winner Debbie Gaither

Life is ART canvas, Artist Ruby Johnson, Winner Debbie Gaither

525, 600 minutes ......5192 dollars.....autism awarness....Priceless!

525,600 minutes, 525,000 moments so dear. 525,600 minutes - how do you measure, measure a year? In daylights, in sunsets, in midnights, in cups of coffee. In inches, in miles, in laughter, in strife. In 525,600 minutes - how do you measure a year in the life?How about love? How about love? How about love? Measure in love. Seasons of love

As I sit here, crying....and this song plays(how fitting)...letting it out ....not sure I can stop anytime soon and that is ok! I am thinking of the past year in my life. Actually not quite a year ago I went to Las Vegas and my first CHA. It was a great experience and I just loved being there and seeing all what was new. I also met this lady , Ali Edwards, all I knew was everyone wanted to be around her. I had seen her work on 2Peas and also in Creating Keepsakes magazine, but didn't know much else about her. We met and I felt that little "click" but sometimes you just feel that click , and the other person doesn't. Well then she again turned to me and said " you have a happy face". We laughed and I didn't think much else about it. Not sure why she thought that , never been told that by anyone else, but just went with it. I was really looking to meet Stacey Jullian more then anyone else since I had just read THE Big Picture. It had given me a new light on scrapbooking and I just wanted to thank her in person for writing her thoughts down in a book, and being who she was. Well needless to say we didn't meet, she was probably in so many meetings she never got to be out on the floor.
So fast forward a few weeks and I write to Ali asking if she would like to come to PA and teach. We corresponded and she said she would if the dates worked. So we worked that out and decided she would come to Scrappin Away Vacations in January 2007. From that day I started planning the event.
I started reading more blogs and also created my own. WOW a year ago... so one Sunday I even decided to go back to when Ali's blog started, to get a little insight into her life. I was going to have this woman at my event for 4 days, thought I better do a little research. Well it turned into more then research, with each blog post I started seeing this amazing person, that was a mom to an amazing boy. A mom that took me thru the process of discovering that her son was autistic. It was an amazing journey written in her own words. Right then I knew that we would be raising money for autism at our event. We pick one cause or charity at each event and this was a no brainer as they say.

Shortly after we got to planning my dear friend Denise also called me and she wanted to help in anyway I needed to raise money. She just took the ball and ran with it. 2 Great baskets came to light. Great ladies answered my call to have some art pieces for the auction as well. Raising over 1500 dollars because of these ladies! Raffle prizes donated 2400 dollars and the baskets almost 1300 dollars , making a grand total of $5192.00 raised for autism awareness.

Still can't stop crying, I didn't do this alone, 210 woman in one room for 4 days did this! Ali did this! Simon did this! Josh did this! I am blessed with an amazing little boy, I am so so blessed. Ali is also blessed with an amazing little boy, who needs our help and awareness so that he just becomes more amazing everyday.

So to Ali, you are (yes I am going to say it again) a TRULY amazing lady, that I am so blessed to have in my life and one that I hope to continue to grow with, we can have a virtual cup of coffee every so often and continue to share in each others lifes, (Just don't keep me up till 2 am!)
Simon, you don't know Josh yet....but you will meet him soon. I know you will become life long friends as well!

To everyone that made everything possible this weekend, bless you! You are a powerful group of woman and you have and will continue to accomplish great and wonderful things. As we leave here this weekend, we will take a little piece of love with us. Knowing that we have shown our love to amazing people that may not be able to tell us or express this to us, but maybe just maybe we will make more aware and we can be the voice that is needed. Still crying....wow I had allot to let go, it was very emotionally wierd this weekend. Pictures will get downloaded hopefully in the next few days...stay tuned this story is not over!
Peace,
Rollie

Amazing!

There are not many people that totally blow me away as I get older and wiser in my years. I know the word Amazing is slightly overused. I can see how many can get caught up in all the "celebirty" thing. But when it comes down to it, there are some frigin amazing, blow your socks off kind of people out there. It isn't because she is one of the most creative people you will ever meet. It isn't because she works for Creating Keepsakes magazine. It isn't because 100's to 1000's take her classes every year. It is because this woman is as true and real as they come. The hours I have got to sit and talk with Ali this weekend have been some of the most honest and truthful moments I have got to spend with a person in a long time. No drama's just down to the gut laughing and talking. A REAL conversation.
Now she will have to brush up on her Wii Skills before we challenge her again, but Josh got her off to a great start! Josh just loved teaching her the ropes of the bowling (in which he won 206 to 133.) Then it was off to try thier luck at Rayman and the Raging Rabids. All ended with a quote from Josh that we all had to agree with . " It is a weird day" And with that we were all off to bed! More pics and stories from the amazing weekend coming soon!

Oh when the Saints .....come marching in....

Oh I just can't get that song out of my head!!!

Yes this is your eagles hating blog for the day!

Can't help it, too fun!

I do love my eagle fan friends, and this is always all in fun, (altho some of them get a bit touchy.) All of them go else where to watch the playoffs. They don't like my snickering and cheering when they are otherwise quiet. Or yelling bad words. Which I find Eagle fans do alot.

I do also understand why they are so frigin angry all the time and a bit touchy. Wouldn't you be too if your team just couldn't win the big ones? I would too if I didn't have anything to even look back at ( Like the 3 superbowls the Raiders have one) and smile about. Knowing at least once (or 3 times) your team was the Best of the Best and you could take pride in that! So don't give up hope my little Birdie friends...remember your motto.... .NEXT YEAR!!! You really should have the t-shirts printed.

Ok now on to fun things...well that was just a little fun!

Yes , Josh has lost his 2nd Tooth...it was so funny he came running down the hallway and he was a little freaked out that his tooth was missing and ummmmmm he had sallowed it. We explained it wasn't the first time someone had done that and he would be just fine. It is so weird to think that it happens all the time. I don't remember it and actually don't want to.

We are off to our next wrestling match today, I am signing off here to go get the donuts and pretzels for the snack stand.

We also just signed Josh up for Lacrosse starting in May ...oh this is one sport I am not so sure of but I am sure he will love it. Going to go buy all the protection there is for him! LOL oh yeah that includes a "cup" oh this should be an interesting conversation between Josh and two moms!

Hey Have a great day and PEACE!!

Tuesday .....lets go!

So it is done, the holiday season is over and we are into the playoffs! Well I am having more fun heckling my Eagle fan friends then anything else , since my boys sucked the big wad this year...this decade. It was so funny talking to Josh this year, he REALLY got into watching and following football and has lots of opinions about the NFL. We got talking about Tampa Bay and I got him a ball that shows that Tampa bay won the superbowl in 2002. He was so excited since this is his favorite team this year. It all started last year , Pirates are all that and so Tampa Bay became his team. Yes it broke a piece of my heart, but I also loved that he was making his own choices. Now he knows his teams key players and loves watching them. Well except when they lose (which was alot this year) he had days he actually cryed. It was kinda cute he was that into it.
Well anyway in explaining that TB won, I had to tell him who they beat. THAT HURT! To relive that day again. He was only 2 and doesn't remember that superbowl. But I will say his dislike for the Eagles does make me proud!! It is all in fun but we do love teasing our Eagle fan friends.

So we watch the last few weeks of football and cherish all the games even tho our teams are done. We hope for next year!

Getting ready to go to the store, with list for my list. Lots going on right now with S.A.V.E. coming up , then off to California for CHA . Get back home in time to have Josh's birthday party! I just can't BELIEVE he is going to be 7 YEARS OLD!!! UGH someone make it stop!!!

We will have his birthday party on Superbowl Sunday and then the Superbowl party following. Should be a nice full day. He will love that we are celebrating on Superbowl Sunday , he loves football so much.

Have a great day and take 5 pictures today, just of ordinary life.....create a page about today!

The new year has a lot in store for me.

Josh WINS!!! It was so amazing yesterday to watch Josh wrestle, we have been having a real life lesson this year with wrestling. It is a bit hard for a 6 year old in his second year of wrestling, when the avg age for a 60 lb wrestler is 8 -11 years old. So this means he has to wrestle kids that are in their 4th to 6th year of wrestling. His first win came yesterday! He never stops trying in a match no matter what. He shows so much determination and will to win. I have been shown by this little guy more about life on this wrestling match then most adults have taught me.


He knows these kids are older, he knows they have been wrestling longer, but that never stops him from trying to beat them. It is amazing to watch him, he is really learning moves and learning how to think of what to do next. Wrestlers have to be very quick , very strong in both mind and body. The conditioning that they go thru is amazing. I never knew all this before 2 years ago. Josh has probably learned over 30 moves in just the short 2 years he has been doing this and he can name them and show them to you. You will find him sometimes just practicing moves at home. He can do real pushups, situps and he is getting little muscles on that little body.

It is something else to sit there and watch your little guy on the mat , knowing you can't do anything and they are on their own. Sometimes are harder then others. Josh is also getting lessons from Bobby Weaver, an Olympic gold medal winner in wrestling. Bobby is so great with the boys and getting individual attention from a gold medalist is pretty darn special. I can see the difference in Josh this year, I think we are in for a long wrestling career if he can get thru the tough years of being bigger and younger. Again he amazes me so much. I hope he knows how proud I am of him, I make sure I let him know all the time.

On another note, I got a new addition to my scraproom this weekend. Isn't it PRETTY!! Kate picked it up for me and I hope to do alot of great creating on it. I have a great space now to spread out what I am doing. My room is going to see alot of action this year. Thats about it for now, January is a crazy month with ordering for the store, S.A.V.E. weekend coming up for 4 days and then off to California for a week of CHA!

Oh and I have picked a word for 2007....PEACE !

The Year 2006!

What a year !

It started out with a Trip to Las Vegas , our very First CHA for the store. It was a blast!

Then Josh turned 6 years old and it was quite a learning year.

Kate and I did allot of improvements on the house this year , the bedroom got a face lift and the living room a new coat of paint, a new sofa and curtains. We just need to change the flooring and it will be complete. Well except for the fact that Kate wants to knock down the wall.

Summer brought our annual trip to Rehoboth beach , which is always the best of times. I love the people that go and we didn't know it then , but it would be possibly the last time we all get to go together. Which makes me sad. There will only be 6 of us going this year due to some issues with some of the couples time wise and financial issues. But we will always have fun in RB and we will miss those not with us. Who knows maybe new people will join in our tradition.

The fall came and Josh was swallowed by the big yellow monster! I still remember that feeling that day that I lost a little piece of my baby. And I didn't know how true that was , but he is growing up so fast. 1st Grade has shown me how much. He is developing his own little personality and making some of his own choices. He has to learn how to make his own decisions when I am not around, and you can only sit back on some things and let him do that. It is hard and painful sometimes, and other times you kinda beam knowing that you have given some of the morals, values and tools for him to make the right choices.

We are having a very mild winter this year and we had a fantastic holiday open house once again. It was over flowing with people and Kate and I just love to see our friends and families pile in our house till it burst. Each year we see our ole friends that come every year and also invite in new friends that we have met thru the year. It is a wonderful blend of our life and a great way to measure your life. Friends are very important to us. Sometimes you wonder who your true friends are, but we know with each year that comes and goes , we have some of the most wonderful people in the world in our life. That is what is important.

So as 2006 comes to a close and 2007 waits to open new doors and adventures, I hope you can also reflect on some great times in 2006, and look at 2007 as another year to make even more great memories.

Whatever you do to celebrate , have fun and please be safe!!

Our Christmas was so wonderful!

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Made this little card for all of you to enjoy !

We are ready Santa!!

Our house is ready for Santa! We did some things different this year, and we are loving it.
The tree is so beautiful , Kate and Josh did alot of the ornaments , and everything is perfect!

Some of our favorite Holiday things here!

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Nothing better then a pajama day to do the decorations. Josh was really into decorating the tree this year, I enjoyed his excitement as he hung each ornament with care. I am so glad he still believes, and honestly I hope he doesn't tell me when he doesn't anymore. I will be sad when that part of the magic is gone. So I am going to enjoy each and every year and look back on all the magic the season brings!

It just doesn't get cuter then this!

Losing your first tooth! I don't remember as a child losing any of my teeth , but if I was half as excited as Josh was then it was a great time. He worked on it for a good 15 minutes, then came back from brushing his teeth with it in hand. Jumping up and down and so excited that there was no longer one tooth in his mouth. It is amazing what kids think about these things. While they are so excited because it means they are getting older, bigger . I felt that little sadness that he is getting older and bigger. I went right to the first time we saw this little tooth coming in at 4 months old. Now it has run a cycle and is no longer there. Life is truly amazing , it is the little things that makes up the big thing called life. I am so frigin blessed to be able to watch this amazing little person grow every inch. There truly is nothing more amazing and wonderful. It makes all the other things seem so small.
People often ask me how I do " it " . I must say it is because of Josh. When I get angry or upset about everyday things, things not going exactly how I want, people letting me down. I must say I just go to my happy place. The place where I remember many conversations with God , asking for a miracle , asking for Josh. I remember not really caring about anything else. So when I get fustrated with people or things, I just remember that it too will pass, and I get to come home and see my little guy. There is nothing that can compare to that. Enjoy the holiday season! Less then 2 weeks to go.

We found our Christmas Tree!

We found out Christmas Tree!
We found out Christmas Tree! You have to love an hour when everything you expected it to be ...it is!I find that those moments happen a little less these days, I am not complaininglife just happens and you just can't control the minutes most of the time.SO when you plan something out and it goes according to how you wanted it to go, no one messes with it and you come out smiling. That is a GOOD time! You just have to sit back and cherish it. So here is one of those times. I wanted to share.



Tonight we are going to start decorating and we will share our christmas home soon. Hope this holiday season brings you peace and joy.

Believe!

As Josh says, " How can you not believe in Santa....who else could do everything he does?"

Gotta love fall!!

Gotta love it , a day as an adult you dread.....cleaning up all the leaves that fall. But all it takes is one kid to remind you what fun it can be also. Josh continues to show me how great it is to be a kid. You can just hear him saying ..."Kowabunga dude" ....can't you ??
Then this sweet face looks up at me thru the leaves and I am once again reminded how frigin wonderful a son I have, and all the joy he has brought to my life. I just can't imagine life without him.
How can I not look at those eyes and see the most amazing boy in the whole world. He has changed my life forever, just as each season changes the outdoors.
He is always thinking, here he saw Kate throwing leaves off the porch and saw the metal dogs dish laying there. Why wouldn't you pick that dish up and catch the leaves??

That was such a fun day ...and now I just talked to Kate and she is away this week for 4 days. I miss her bunches. Wrestling practice is in full swing and we are looking forward to another great season. Have lots of projects going on here in the ole scrap studio and enjoying them all .

Happy Birthday Mom!! Love ya.

Memories keep you looking to the future...

Happy times, hugs and fun. I love looking at pictures, I love having memories.
Sometimes thru the day I get tired. Running the store, coming home doing homework with Josh, then dinner to be made and eaten. Wrestling practice, cleaning. Checking in on the message board. Doing the ordering that needs to be done on line. Writing the list for tommorrow. Answering emails.
I am really trying to find the time to scrapbook more. To just print out some pictures and scrapbook them. But I am finding even when I find the time, I am organizing more then doing. By the time I get to sit down and be in my studio, It is piled with collections of things that got thrown there, because that is all the time I had to do. I have been digging thru those piles and getting them in places. I know the time is coming that I can do what I love.
I get in this place every once in a while, I start to wonder is it worth it. Putting in 5 or 6 days a week running a store. I don't have much time to do what I really love to do create. When I do get some time I am so tired I can't create. I keep thinking I will find the balance, I will get it together. I am going to try a few things soon. I am going to start taking a day off here and there at random and not plan any running around but actually stay home , or be with a girlfriend and replunish "me" .
I am so blessed, I love my soul mate Kate. My son Josh is the most precious gift I have ever been given, he is my heart. I go to a place each day that is so much more then a job. It is a love.
I have met some incredible womyn in the past few years, some are becoming my best friends.
So if you are ever feeling a little overwhelmed.....look back at a few pictures that make you smile.
Off to make some Stuffed Green Pepper soup and Pumpkin Pie Fudge...
Peace out !

America speaks........

As I am going to here...WAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! We have great hope as we awake this morning !!!
Oh I know by next week , or next year we could be just as bad off as we are right now....but again my faith is restored in Americans. They actually showed last night they are TIRED , FED UP and need a change !!!!
John Carey might have botched a joke , but Bush had botched so much more ....including a war.

Record turn outs !!! That's what it takes to get the true pulse of America. I am so proud of everyone that voted. You make those womyn that fought for us to vote PROUD!

I know there are people that disagree and they are not happy with the results, but just as we had to swallow the hard pill when Bush won , we now get a happy pill and we can now have hope.

Maybe we can start to repair , maybe we can find a way to end this war. Maybe just maybe.

I have to say when I heard Cheney say "no matter the outcome , this administration willl continue full speed ahead" . I think ole Dick has forgotten....the PEOPLE get to say what speed we go ...and I believe they have spoken !!! NOT SO FAST ...DICK!!!

Now we need to start a campaign.....Put all these damn negative ads , and flyers and everything else down. Use the money you use to put someone else down and make a fund for the hungry , the sick the homeless!!! It would be amazing what we could do with that money used for no good and make it for the good !!!

So I hold my head high today , I just wish that Bush and his "administration " would get it . America wants change and they don't like the direction it is going in . So LISTEN to the people , be the President ...this is not YOUR country it is OURS !!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....so how bout this weather !!

Looking at things....

Well it has been an interesting few days.
Kate flew out to see her Mom this weekend , so it was just Josh and I . I thought we would do a few fun things together and just hang out a little. I knew Josh would be missing Mommy and I was looking forward to spoiling him a bit . Well the best layed plans can go so wrong. First I have been fighting a cold this week , so I am a little worn down. Then Josh started getting it too, coughing a bit and I could tell he was not feeling all that great. Well Friday rolled around and we said goodbyes to Mommy , Josh went to school and I started my day. Then came the paper I pulled out of Josh's backpack ...."Josh poked a student with a pencil" Josh proceeded to explain that the other child gluesticked his desk. I called the teacher , we talked. She is VERY good. I was made aware that she has told the children she didn't want any "tattletailing" Now to a six year old...that means telling on anyone. So Josh said he didn't tell her about the gluesticking , because that would be tattletailing. So I have tried to explain the difference , and the teacher will also on Monday. We also talked about it not being acceptable to poke someone with a pencil.
It is so hard to teach all this stuff, it was difficult to explain the difference between tattletailing and telling the teacher things she needs to know . I hope I covered it . It is such a fine line. Alot for his little mind I am sure.
Josh has been having a bit of a problem making good decisions lately. I have noticed a little "rebel" coming out. He has not been listening as well as usual. (not that it was perfect) but it just slowly has been getting worse. This weekend being alone with him just magnified it somewhat. Being the only parent , no one else but him and I together ...no one else to take a shift really made it the big picture. I would ask him to do something and he would either ignore me or just keep doing what he was doing , or argue about what I wanted him to do . I would ask him nicely about 3 or 4 times ....then and only if I would yell would he even move. I just hate to yell , I end up feeling so low everytime I have to yell to get his attention. Do you ever just break down crying once you are alone ? Do you just feel like the worse parent in the world ? Do you think you will never just be able to get thru? I felt all those things this weekend. I just wanted to crawl in a hole , I couldn't tell Josh how bad I was hurting . I had no one to really bounce it off from.
I don't know how single parents do it. It just would suck. I don't ever want to be one.
Now Josh is in bed , asleep hopefully having sweet , sweet dreams. I love him soooooooooooo much . I want him to always know that , and I hope he does. He told me today that I was always fair, even when I had to send him to his room . He was so damn cute. At one point today after he had a time out , he came out and said ...Mom I miss you . Now we had been together all day , but I know what he was saying. So I know tommorrow is a whole new day and I know he will try hard tommorrow to do the things we talked about.
I can only hope that the lessons he is learning now are easier learned now rather then later. I know it is frigin hard on me . It actually sucks being the parent when you have to punish them. I wish they would just "get it" so we didn't have to .
I think I will go use some of this energy for good and organize my scraproom.

Learning is amazing and other things....

This year is such a "learning" time. Not only for Josh who went into the first grade in one big leap with both feet , but also for his 2 moms. Everyday is an experience....and experience that I never thought in my wildest dreams that I would be in . It is very strange to see him learning things that we have nothing to do with . Example : Yesterday he came home with a test paper where he had to circle a former president. He circled Abe Lincoln. Then he had to identify the present president. He put an X thru George Bush. We didn't teach him those things. He learned it in school.
Then as we are driving last night he asked me "Who are you voting for in the election , Mom? "
After I got over the initial shock that this was coming from my little guy in a booster seat . I told him . He then proceeded to say that , that is who he is voting for also , because they are having thier own election at school . So to take it a step further , I asked him why he would vote for this person. He then told me " Because he has more experience and good ideas" Well I guess that sums it up !
I can only imagine many conversations with Josh , we have already had some really great ones while driving to places. I know I keep saying it , but he is just an amazing little guy , one that I know is going to accomplish great things. He is so thirsty for all this place has to offer and wants to soak it all in .
There are crazy times that he also reminds me that is just 6 and can't find his socks , or remember where he left his library book . He quotes Sponge Bob scenes word for word, and he does other things that makes his Moms just shake thier heads.
But I must say ...my life would be so boring and so empty without him , I can't even imagine life without one miracle such as we have .
Peace out !