Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Things that are pure...
Josh..... again he is my reason.
Kate.... my very true love.
My honesty
A hug from a friend.
The completion of a scrapbook page.
A great cup of coffee.
Our Annual Rehoboth Beach vacation.
Every moment I get to watch Josh grow.
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Liking this song....
Monday, February 26, 2007
Sunday, February 25, 2007
It isn't braggin if you can do it!
Oh and here is a little conversation we had tonight.
Josh: I love you Mom.
Me: Why do you love me?
Josh: Because you always cheer me on.
Me: Did you hear me cheering you on today.
Josh: No , but I knew you were.
Big gushing hugs!!!
Saturday, February 24, 2007
Remember when a little styofoam was all ya needed?
I have had an exhausting couple of days.
Lots of drama...which I don't do well. It isn't my drama but others drama and they have this vacuum effect and they keep trying to suck ya in. I am holding on to the bar as tight as I can , because I just refuse to let myself fall into that vat. It is hard, especially when you just keep getting lied to and about.
I need to concentrate on the good things, the wonderful life I have. The Good person I am, and the people that have my back. Friends, friends that I know support me....friends that are there for me. I am so lucky to surround myself with those people. Do you have friends like that? A friend like that? One that puts you first, that you know in a battle would fight with you and then ask questions? Trust you and your decisions enough to believe you?
I can sit here now and know that if it was 20 years ago, I would throw my hands up in the air and pack my bags and drive away. I have done this. I would sleep in my car and move on. I have done this.
NOW...present day....I have something that keeps me grounded. Keeps me wanting to be a better person. My Son, he is the reason I will sit here and write, instead of pack. He is the reason I will work through this and keep on going. He is the reason I will rise above everything that is thrown at me, smile and go on. Thank God for him. He makes me a better person. Being his Mom is the best thing I could ever have become. All the other nonsense is just that.
I hope to snap out of this soon, I have to just work at it at my own pace. I am not looking for anything by posting the ugly here, this is how I work thru things, these too are random thoughts. I force no one to read this , I write here with all my own freedoms.
Today will be an important day to reflect on. It will show me later when I return to read this, that I made it thru a low point , I didn't sink or run away. I stood here and faced things, I became stronger for it. I will put on some Styrofoam and my favorite T-shirt and smile!!
Peace.
Friday, February 23, 2007
Mean People SUCK!
I am so glad I can say that about myself, I am so true blue to myself and those around me that I can go to bed every evening knowing this. Honesty is what I live by. I may be alot of things, but dishonest and hurtful, I am not.
Mean people , how do they live with themselves?
How do you go around spreading lies and creating drama?
( Not that I really want the answer to these questions) I don't think anyone could make me understand how these people work. They seem like great people to some, till they turn on you.
The internet is a very different place, it has made communication easier and faster, but has it made it better?
Depends on how you use it...for good or for evil.
It saddens me how people use something that could be for such good use, to spread lies and rumors. To do harm to others by using thier typed words. It is just so sad, sad they call themselves christians.
Some don't even use the phone anymore. But they will use email to say you never call anymore.
I am a very upbeat person, I have alot of love and passion for the human race. I will not let a few mean, bad people change who I am. I have been in very dark places in my life, and I made many promises to myself I would never go back there.
I have a wonderful family!
I have GREAT Friends! I have found out who they are too.
I am a co-owner in the BEST Scrapbook store in PA!
I make wonderful Chicken Enchalidas!
That ole saying ....why can't we all just get along...well Mean People are one of the reasons.
So if you are a Mean Person....maybe you should think about changing your ways. Nice people are much better people....and we have a whole lot of fun in life too.
Monday, February 19, 2007
Dear Mr. President....Here I am!
I loved that bummer sticker. I love living that way more. I learned along time ago, bottling your fears up inside hurt no one but myself. Now it is not to say I don't keep somethings to myself, because I am not sure most could handle what I have to say to them. In some instances it would hurt them and I don't want to do that. So I do make choices as to what part I live out loud and what part I just live, and some parts I am just loud about. ( ok if you followed that you are truly my friend!)
So again I have the words to one of my favorite songs by Pink. It plays on my IPOD regularly and I sing along every time. Not to be negative on this day we honor our Presidents, but to remind me that I am not alone in my thinking that I am important in this world , no matter what one man says. I am here to Live Out Loud!!
Dear Mr. President
Come take a walk with me
Let's pretend we're just two people and
You're not better than me
I'd like to ask you some questions if we can speak honestly
What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street
Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep
What do you feel when you look in the mirror
Are you proud
How do you sleep while the rest of us cry
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye
How do you walk with your head held high
Can you even look me in the eye
And tell me why
Dear Mr. President
Were you a lonely boy
Are you a lonely boy Are you a lonely boy
How can you say
No child is left behind
We're not dumb and we're not blind
They're all sitting in your cells
While you pay the road to hell
What kind of father would take his own daughter's rights away
And what kind of father might hate his own daughter if she were gay
I can only imagine what the first lady has to say
You've come a long way from whiskey and cocaine
How do you sleep while the rest of us cry
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye
How do you walk with your head held high
Can you even look me in the eye
Let me tell you bout hard work
Minimum wage with a baby on the way
Let me tell you bout hard work
Rebuilding your house after the bombs took them away
Let me tell you bout hard work
Building a bed out of a cardboard box
Let me tell you bout hard work
Hard work
Hard work
You don't know nothing bout hard work
Hard work
Hard work
Oh How do you sleep at night
How do you walk with your head held high
Dear Mr. President
You'd never take a walk with me
Would you
Sunday, February 18, 2007
She is back!!
Ha! Ha!
Didn't think they would keep me down for long did ya?
No worries fans, I have escaped the evil clutches of the nasty world and have risen above again!
Seriously, thanks so much for all your kind emails and wishes here.
Kate is doing fine, on the way to recovery, altho she is not having fun on the crutches. It can tend to wear you out. I have not been on crutches since Jr. High school so don't remember much about them.
Josh is also on the mends, after almost 3 weeks of this nasty cold. The rest is what works the best, altho telling a 7 year old that he needs rest is not the easiest of task. They seem to think they are getting punished .
Today is a scrapbooking day. I have a couple friends coming over and I am going to do some layouts. Ok so maybe only one layout...but I will be posting something here by tomorrow. A promise I have made to myself. The room is clean and just waiting to get all messy and have things created in it.
Have a wonderful day, create something, watch a great movie...build something with legos!
Here is a little challenge...if you create something today, post a link in your comment so I can see it!
Friday, February 16, 2007
The not so UP day...
- Take Kate to the hospital for surgery
- Go to the store
- pick Kate up from the hospital ( surgery went well)
- Take Kate home, get her settled
- Go pick up perscriptions
- run errands for the store
- go back to the store
- go home to get perscriptions to Kate for pain
- Find out I didn't get all the perscriptions that she needs.
- Eat something
- Go back to get more perscriptions
- Go back to the store
- Go get some dinner
- Go back to the store
- Go home
- Check messages
- Blog
- Go to bed.
One of those days, nothing went all that right, well not true....Kate's home safe after surgery.
Josh , well lets just say, he is 7! and has a handle on every button he can push today.
The Store....so much to do, lots coming in, it is all good. It will all balance out at some point.
Me, tired....stuffy, head cold.
Night.
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Feel the love...it is here everyday. (Picture blog today)
One of my fav beach pictures
Gotta love them in Ears!
Another great Beach shot!
How did I get so lucky to have both of them in my life!!
Who is that little baby??
OMG the Mullet!!! ( Josh asked if that was me)
Damn those blue eyes , they melt me!
JUMP FOR YOUR LOVE!!! Wahooooooooooo I love it!
So there you have it, our valentines. One last share I have is this.
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Ok.....so everyone, lets go!! This is going to be a Great Valentine
Let's all do something together. If you have a blog I challenge you to post this as well.
Ali Edwards, who I consider a friend and one of the most beautiful people on this planet, has a wonderful , amazing little guy named Simon. I have not got to meet Simon yet, but thru Ali's stories and her writings on her blog, I can see and imagine just how special this little guy is. Simon is the 1 , the 1 in 150 children that has Autism. Simon is so much more then a number, a number that is growing all the time. There is no cure for Autism, but without awareness there never will be. So it is time for Awareness!! The time is now.
Ali came to S.A.V.E. in January to teach classes and hang out with us. She didn't know what we had planned until she got here. We had planned for over a year to raise money in honor of Simon's 5th Birthday for Autism Awareness. We had seen that Ali had donated 2500.00 dollars in 2006 through everyone's kindness at events she had taught at. So we set that as our goal. It sounded great if we could raise that amount of money in one event.
Well , we raised over 5000.00 at that event, because of all the wonderful woman we had there, who gave their time and money through raffles and auctions. I didn't know how much this affected Ali , or me at the time. I knew we had done a great thing....but I did not know the impact it would have on the rest of 2007 and beyond.
Ali had a new sense of awareness herself, and I also did for that manner. She has been Simon's warrior each and everyday since his diagnosis...now she was going to be a warrior for all those other children, that perhaps don't have one. She was going to get the word out even more each time she had the opportunity. This she has done, and continues to do everyday, I applaud her for that!
Ok so the point of my post....lets all keep this going, lets hit this head on and march with Ali, and it is so simple to do. Right now you can go to Ali's Blog and click on the BADGE on the right hand side of her blog. Click DONATE...this is a great opportunity to do something great for as little as $10.00 , yes $10.00 is all I ask you to do. The key to this is to get as many donations as possible, it is not the size of the donations , but the number of donations that will win the prize of a $10,000.00 grant to Autism Speaks. How awesome would that be!! The money would get the awareness out there and make such a difference for so many children. So I am asking you , anyone here reading this, to please click over and donate. This would be a great valentine's present for each of you. Give from your heart!
Thank you
Peace
Monday, February 12, 2007
What's a day off?
I have to admit, I wasn't happy about being told that late, and Josh and I had a discussion as we were making these that next time it would be a good idea to start this earlier. Of course he just melted my heart as he was putting on the stickles and said," look mom ...this is perfect, just like you. " Now I know he was talking about the perfection of the stickles placement, but it still melted my heart.
So tomorrow he will have 24 wonderful cards to give his classmates, and no one will know it was done last minute. Except me! ( and the other 3 people that read this blog.)
So other then a busy day , I am excited we might have snow tomorrow, I am looking forward to a few good snow pictures for this year. Maybe a snow day too.
Didn't get to scrap today, well not in the form I wanted to at least. But I know it is coming. We actually don't have anything to go to this coming Sunday so maybe then! I need to invite a few girlfriends over and maybe it will get me going. Anyone want to come and play at my house?
Saturday, February 10, 2007
Questions.....
If something "goes without saying," why do people still say it?
Why did Yankee Doodle name the feather in his hat Macaroni?
Why is most lunchmeat bigger than the bread?
Just leave all answers in comments please .
Thanks, Rollie
Friday, February 09, 2007
I know it is a bit early by the calendar....
Random Acts of Crafting....
I just loved that pin when I saw it on Cathy's blog. Then yesterday I was a recipient of one of those random acts. Look at this wonderful tag book. Made just for me! How wonderful is that when someone does something for you when it isn't your birthday, or another holiday when we exchange things. Just because this person wanted to do something for me.
I want to say a whole lot about this person, but for today I am going to just enjoy this wonderful gift I received from her. I just want to say thank you so much....you really made me very happy giving this to me, and your kindness has touched me beyond words. You are a great person, and you are doing wonderful things....keep being you!
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
This was a good one for me to stumble across today....
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
pure random happy thoughts...
So how cute is that little pooh bear. That is Ella, my friend and business partner's daughter. I have missed Ella lately, it was about a month since I had seen her. She was sick, then I was busy and it was just a whirlwind of a month in January. BUT it is Feb now and I am going to see her more! She is so friggin cute...I couldn't love her more if she was blood family. I hope to be a part of her life and watch her grow into the beautiful woman she is destined to be.
Sunday, February 04, 2007
a few pictures of a wonderful boy turning 7 ....
I got the picture I wanted!
My bestest Buddy Alex!
New Lacrosse Gear!!
CHA....my review on the people.
the new lines, but today I want to talk a little about the people I met. I have to say I had so much fun in the Maya Road booth. They have become one of those companies that you want all their stuff! I remember Sarah and I walking into their booth a year ago at our first CHA and it was Debbie and Caroline manning the booth. A small booth probably 10x10 and they were new to the whole scrapbook scene. Now you walk into their booth...after I found it! WOW WOW WOW. They just keep coming up with more and more we have to have. Chipboard all over the place and better and better shapes. Ok but they have something even more special ... Jessica!
She is so frigin sweet and fun! I have been talking to Jessica on the phone for a long time , placing orders and giving her a hard time when things didn't ship. She was always friendly and worked hard to make sure we got things as fast as they could get to PA. It was fun finally meeting her and to find out she was stalking....I mean reading my blog was even more fun. It is so strange to find out people across the country are reading what you write here. I know I know it is a public forum and anyone can read it....still strange to meet someone that actually does.
A big Hi to Jessica....and hope she comes to PA and visits our store!! Miss ya!! And who can forget Lisa...
Lisa is zany , crazy and the most fun you can have and keep your clothes on!! She really brightens up the place when she is around and comes up with FUN make n takes!! There is this MEGA bottle cap make n take that ...oh wait, we didn't do that one, forget it! But the other make n takes were fun too!! Seriously tho...had to give a shout out to my new Texas friend! Love ya Lisa.
I also got to meet Stacey Julian....now some of you know this story....I wanted to meet this lady last year at CHA , it was our first CHA and I had just finished reading The Big Picture, a book that changed the way I thought about scrapbooking ....being a chronological scrapper before this book...it freed me! Anyway , no matter how many times we checked the CK booth , Stacey wasn't there. So I went home not meeting this lady. A little disappointed but ok. I had actually emailed her to tell her how much I loved the book and told her how I felt. Well this year I got to meet her. I even got to celebrate her 5th Year of Simple Scrapbook with her! Fun Fun!
Got some other pics with some other great pics, and got to see some people from last year that were just so inviting, and really look forward to seeing them again. It is a great place to network and the wonderful woman and men that make up this great industry is what it is all about!
Saturday, February 03, 2007
7 Years Old....Young.....Beautiful!!
This is only 1 year ago at his 6th birthday party...looks so different
9 AM this morning as I lay in bed sobbing holding my "baby boy" He turned 7 today, that is alot of years from his birth. From the day that I got the first glimpse of my son.
7 years....in 7 years most of us have turned in a car and buy a new one.
in 7 years some of us buy our 2nd house.
in 7 years some of us change jobs.
It is amazing the amount of changes that go on in our lifes in 7 years. But until today, I hadn't reflected on what 7 years can mean.
Every year has brought such amazement, from those sleepless nights , and we had those for 2 years. To the first words he spoke, the first steps he took.
He was with me 24 hours a day for the first 5 years of his life and now we are separated for at least 8 hours a day. He is making his own friends, instead of me scheduling his playdates. He quotes football statistics to me, instead of just tossing a football to each other.
He pours his own milk into his cereal bowl, he gets his own cup of water.
He does so much for himself now and he is just getting more independent every day.
I could go on an on, and can sit here and see the 7 years in his scrapbooks and my mind. I reflect alot on so many great things that Josh has brought to my life, it certainly out weighs any of the little battles we have in learning right from wrong, or the little fights we have about things you have to do as you are growing up. The times I think of are the cuddling times , the times he just comes up to me and says "I love you Mom!" .
The times he will show me his compassion for his friends, or want to see his friends. When he will want to call his friends just because he was thinking of him. Not always at a great time to call but he won't forget and call the next day. That belly laugh that will forever be in my heart.
I am not sure what this year will hold for us. We have another full year of sports going on and new adventures. I see my little boy developing into a great little guy. One that is independent, always trying to achieve to be the best he can be. Questioning everything. Reading more and more each day. ( Today the sports section!) He is truly amazing, amazing in every way. I love him with all my heart and soul...because he is my heart and soul. I am so thankful that he chose me as his parent, there is no greater blessing then to be a mom!
Happy Birthday Pumpkin!! Love, Mom
Friday, February 02, 2007
Yesterday .....in no order...just happening!
Oh I miss my little guy!! He only comes out once in a while now...and I know from my friends that are Moms of older boys it gets less and less. I am not ready for that. I do love every stage, but this 7 year old year is going to be a rough one to adjust to. I just realized that he is 1/2 way ( well over 1/2 ) to becoming a teenager. Now that has just got to stop!!
Ok, ok now that I ranted about this, cause I can. I must say at the end of the day and after some very cool rides. Josh looked up at me and said " Mom , thanks for a great birthday present..it was a great day!"
See little glimpses ....that is all I need every once in a while. So on with the pictures...here are some fun ones!
Ok so no we didn't go to NYC , but OMG this was so amazing, they built this minitown out of legos...the details are just amazing. They are now building Las Vegas too, the ground is being done and they have all these guys working on it. It was very cool to see. I will post a link to the other mini Town shots soon.
We stopped on the way down the coast to get a few shots of the Pacific Ocean, My first time on this coast. I snapped this shot of Kate and Josh...I love it!
Yeah, Josh climbed the wall all the way up! He wanted to quit about 1/2 way up and I just said, you sure you don't want to ring the bell at the top? Well that was all it took and he scaled this whole wall like Spiderman in action! It was hard, I am so proud of him for going the distance.
I took this one for my racing fan friends. I have alot of shots of this Daytona Racing mini town. The cars actually race. It was a site to see. I got a great shots of the fans in the stands.
Ok so this just cracked me up, Hope you like it SIS!! This was in FairyTale Land!
This is on the Safari ride.....where else would you keep Zebras!
I loved this shot. I also love how little boys can make friends Instantly! They had to pull on the rope together as a team to get to the top. Josh had been hanging with the guys in line for the ride, and the other Mom said , how bout if you go with this little boy(meaning Josh) and I will sit this one out. It was a great suggestion. The smiles were priceless.
We were here!
This is that new sporting smile!
SO we are outta here in a few hours...and I am clicking my heels ..."there is no place like home"